In the tender waking hours/coming on like a fever/blistering and with your hair/or mine/in my mouth with/your thumb against the underside of my chin/grazing against the torn plaster of the bathroom wall/pushing back against the edge of the tub/now your hand/the size of my skull/and where you could crush/rather you cradle/the arch of my back/naked chest against your chin/and a thousand lit cigarettes/if Iād let you/
And the beast of our bodies/morose and unrelenting/moves together now/as one/my limbs a trophy/hung over your shoulders and above your head/antlers/or the head of a doe/ with Ceres watching on/through the window/a glimpse/of autumn/now a full forest fire/as you press your open palm/down against my throat/dappled in the splintering light weaving/through the half bare trees/and my breasts/heaving in rhythm/to the pagan drum/with the wheel of the season/thudding on/ for what feels like hours/blood moon in the sky like a wounded gum socket/turns a wreath behind your head/Autumn Rust
by Cian Dennan
Cian Dennan is a poet, zine maker, artist and educator. Cian completed her Master of Creative Writing at the University of Auckland with First Class Honours in 2025. Her work has been recognised by the Garth Maxwell Creative Project Prize, the Kendrick Smithyman Poetry Prize, the Phoenix Prize, and the Shimon Weinroth Poetry Prize.